You, you are the Lost, the lost me!

Once I tried to embrace you,
every night I tried,
I was trying to hug you,
I cried, and asked you please,
at least come to my dreams,
I was longing to hug you,
but I was hugging myself,
there was nothing to grab,

I tried and tried,
I saw a blinding light,
and a lizard,
and a dandelion flower,
but I tried to hug you again,
in the moon,
and me and moon became friends from the window of my old room...
Then,
Wind brought me here. And there with the dandelion,
I even got to the moon,
I couldn't believe how light I became,
the lightness which was unbearable(1)

But then again,
wind carried you away,
will wind bring you back to me?

By EternallyExceptional

(1) Inspired by the Unbearable Lightness of Being, and YOU.
P.S. This photograph is by Victor Zhang