Moein - Lahzeha (Moments)

Kaveh Yaghmaei - Sade

Helen - Hesse Tazeh

4 months gone

and I know now

I can never make you love me

and if you do,

you won't tell me...

I lost!

again and again and again

Bonnie Raitt-I can't make you love me

"What we have done for ourselves alone dies with us; what we have done for others and the world remains and is immortal." Albert Pike

Melanie Fiona - Give It To Me Right

I'm in control...

and I will choose!

and when I do,
I will remember all the tears I shed
and all the pain I went through
all the years...

Ebi - Maste Cheshmat

My love stays for me!

I love me!
and I won't love people who don't love me...

yes, I love very CONDITIONALLY!

:(

you got me gifts first week that we dated
an AE shirt, and a purse, and 3 DVDs...
and when I asked you why 3? you said cause you didn't know which one I liked

then after a month you got me something else
and on and on...

after 4 months,
you got me a Citizen watch
and a big set of Clinique Happy that I liked...
there you told me that you were in love with me...

then after 6 months,
for our 6 month anniversary,
you got me Gold earrings...

after 7 months,
you took me to the store
and told me that I can buy anything I want
anything I choose...

and....on and.............on..............

and you were only a student!
with your TA income...

you made me feel special...
cause you tried for me...
I was SOOOO happy
and I was SOOO sad...you made me mad all the time...
You were perfect
but I just couldn't be with you...

and you weren't the only one;
people tried before you, and after you,
but only one or two as close as good as you...

It's been sooooo long that no one that I let get close to me,
would do as such a good job as you...

and I wonder if I am ever gonna be that happy...
and I feel SOOO sad
cause with the person who seems perfect
I don't feel that happy....
and I don't feel as sad as the time that I was with you either...I'm somewhere in the middle...

I think I'm going nuts :(

me is the one who wants to call you all the time
who wants to hear your voice
who wants to be with you
me is the one who can love you
who cares for you
and wants to be loved too

me is this...very simple...

but if I have to restrict me
for you to love me at some point,
then this, is not me anymore...
then maybe this is not love...

what happened to me?

I look at people
and I talk to them
but I can't figure out what they're saying
I see their lips moving
but I can't understand a word of what they're telling me

It's been a while
I might be sick!

I'm changing the routine!
I feel stronger all of a sudden
cause I have a plan
and I am going to stick with it
I have my deadline!
and if it didn't work,
then I know I did all that I could
and then I can go and I won't regret it...

Saying goodbye won't be that bad
when only what I need to do
is to respect me!

where the wild things are,
that's where I live...