:(

you got me gifts first week that we dated
an AE shirt, and a purse, and 3 DVDs...
and when I asked you why 3? you said cause you didn't know which one I liked

then after a month you got me something else
and on and on...

after 4 months,
you got me a Citizen watch
and a big set of Clinique Happy that I liked...
there you told me that you were in love with me...

then after 6 months,
for our 6 month anniversary,
you got me Gold earrings...

after 7 months,
you took me to the store
and told me that I can buy anything I want
anything I choose...

and....on and.............on..............

and you were only a student!
with your TA income...

you made me feel special...
cause you tried for me...
I was SOOOO happy
and I was SOOO sad...you made me mad all the time...
You were perfect
but I just couldn't be with you...

and you weren't the only one;
people tried before you, and after you,
but only one or two as close as good as you...

It's been sooooo long that no one that I let get close to me,
would do as such a good job as you...

and I wonder if I am ever gonna be that happy...
and I feel SOOO sad
cause with the person who seems perfect
I don't feel that happy....
and I don't feel as sad as the time that I was with you either...I'm somewhere in the middle...

I think I'm going nuts :(