I don't think about it
and I have the power to do so
I always thought I will be torturing myself for a long time after this
by reminding myself every second of my life
that why I let you go
but I don't
I guess you letting me go was even more painful than what I did
so I don't see the reason to be constantly sad at least
yes, I am sad sometimes
like when I come back home
and it's cold and dark
I miss talking to you...
but you don't!
so why should I?
then again...
I don't...