These Days!

I made the dinner today with dad's help and it was fun. The super stressful day at the office today which started with a not so pleasant meeting seemed not so bad anymore. of course your voice makes me feel good all the time and I feel secure again.

Why did I decide to kill the rats? oh wait, I never decided to do so, I decided to do grad school and that's how I became the rat-killer for the sake of science and how I DON'T enjoy that part... tomorrow, we plan to dissect 4 rat cervical spine for my experiment...I'm scared! I am really... How come I never feel scared in my other aspects of life? I really don't know...

Little rats, I'm sorry that you have to be sacrificed for the sake of health disabled humans in future. I'm sorry that I have no choice but to hurt you. I suffer when I see you in pain and I cry in my bed at night when I think of you. But I am a scientist, and I have to take unusual roots to satisfy my responsibility to this world. You see I am really a cat or a kitty if must say, and this is not my last life. When I am reborn again, maybe I become a rat and then we can play together. Deal? :)
Love you all.