you let people come into your life
you trust them somehow
that they would never take away what you are
or what you have
they somehow promise that to you
cause they like you to belive that their love is unconditional
but as soon as you do let them inside you
inside your private round bubble
something breaks
and you can hear the uneasiness underneath your barefeet
you don't want to go on
this is the end
you will know that bringing anything in your life
will somehow take away something from you
it could be a good thing or a bad thing that will be gone for as long as you have the new thing in your life
but whatever it is
you'll miss yourself
and what you have been!

Yes! I know I don want to lose me! that I know for sure!

please don't love me!
if you want to imprison me.
I don wanna be loved and be taken away...
I want to be loved for me! just the way I am...
and if you can't do that, you will know somehow that you'll be omitted from my life soon.
very soon...