Amiable Thoughts-Dokhtar Kochka'

TODAY-
I'm sitting in my office this morning,I read the news and suddenly feel so upset of all that's happening around me;
In my happy bubble, I never had to witness the extremes, like a murder or anything like that, but looking at my rectangular monitor, I see that people in my age, somewhere not very far had to struggle with things that I passed behind...
I wake up everyday, and focus on me and my bubbly world, and try to make it even bubblier!

But in my heart, I know my world is attached to yours and I feel so feeble not to be able to go beyond this weblog and these words...My cubicle has no windows, and my only window to the outside world is this monitor...But will you read my letters if you feel lonely?
If the little prince knew his imaginations were not to be understood by others, and his planet was so out of reach that only existed in his mind, if he knew the earth was only B E A utiful from very far away, if he knew there would be other princes somewhere else at some other time-alone- with a flower and a planet, will he be waking up everyday and not trying to find them?

-Now let's hear my story...

"I have a little key that I can lend you whenever you want it,
This stone key brings me to "the secret Garden(Baghe Makhfi)",
where I used to play,
In the secret Garden a tiny Red Robin(Sine sorkh) used to live,
his voice was so live,
when I heard him sing I could fly with no wings,
In that secret garden,
a little girl used to live,
the little girl(Dokhtar Kochka')in this big world had a little house,
with a little window,
a little flower,
a little broom,
and a little pin,
she used to get up in the morning,
give water to the little flower,
and clean the little house with the little broom,
she was happy,
until a little thief came,
and she got scared,
but she was smart, cause she remembered the story of that little girl with the little house,
the one that her grandmother used to read for her,
not out of a book, just out of memory,
the one that grandma could tell over and over and over and never get tired,
SO she didn't get scared,
she got up the next day, and did not clean the house,
she watched the little birds to come and pee beside the window,
she put the little key behind the window,
just like a little bait,
and underneath it, she put the little pin,
so when it got dark and the little thief came,
he saw the key and went to grab it but he stepped on the pin instead and got hurt and tried to escape but he stepped into the bird's pee,
so he got dirty, and ran away...
The little girl won,
cause she was smart,
and she had all she'd ever wanted,
a little house, a little flower, a little broom, and a little pin,
as well as great stories of her grandmother..."

To my Grandma-very far away-for her big heart and all her kindness