COLORS: still running...!

"Can you become
A new version of you
New wallpaper
New shoe leather
A new way home
New version of you
I need a new version of me"
from Felicity

These days,
how easy you change your colour,
you cannot even notice it yourself,
you're too busy spinning around...

Once when I was little,
I heard it's no good to change colors,
but what about my mind,
it's been always black or white inside,
those and only those,

sometime I tried to paint it,
yellow was too shiny,
black was too sad, too disappointing,
blue was just blue,
and white was the color of my dreams,

I tried again and again years later,
colors were different,
but in my world,
white was still the perfect color,
and no other!

It's running away again,
the unbearable heaviness of being!
Wait for me somewhere over the rainbow,
where the colors are GOOD,
and black is not too bad,
eventually,
you'll like them!