Tonight

Tonight when your words were banging in my head and shooting my brain cells from one side to another, I remembered my swimming lessons when I was 8...
The heat in the air, the pain in my legs, red marks under my thighs...
The fear of not being perfect and WATER!...

I remembered that I still live in my childhood, just as anyone else...
However, the Earth is getting warmer, the pains are much more heartbreaking, the red marks can stay longer, and the fears are changed...
But I also remembered the hope, the hope in my heart, which has always made me different than others, my happiness and laugh, which is eternal, and nothing ever can take it from me...

I'll fight you if I need to, But I swim with you since I trust you...


I knew I have always been an idealist, but tonight I want to ignore everything in this world and not to listen to any car that passes by my window, not even my swimming teacher...