تو

 یک دروازه نامرئی بود در بهشت زندگیم 

کلیدش تو بودی

میترسم که کلید را بچرخونم

اما دروازه برای رد شدنه…

اگر بمونی با من، 

شاید آویزون بشی به گردنم مثل آن آویز ناب و‌بی مانند و آبی.

با من بیای و از دروازه رد بشی، بیای تو دنیای جدیدم…

من و تو با همیم توی این دنیا

یا تو بهشت  قبلی زندگیم…

فرق نمیکنه کجا باشیم

چه کسی  باشه چه کسی نباشه چه کسی بیاد و یا بره

من کلیدم را پیدا کردم

هنوز هم میترسم

اما همه چیز با تو بهتره!

حتی وقتی خیلی دلم تنگه 

 و قلبم میخواد از سینه ام بیاد بیرون و پرواز کنه به آسمون ایران

میخواد سینه ام را مثل یک پنجره باز کنه حتی اگر درد داشته باشه و آزاد بشه 

این جسم خاکی را ول کنه و بیاد تا با تو یکی بشه

و‌آن قدر قوی بشه که زمان را متوقف کنه که شاید  

 تا آخر دنیا پیشت بمونه

میشه؟

 ❤️۲ فروردین ۱۴۰۴

Since I was little, I always believed "to love and be loved" is the most beautiful dream one could ever have, today I believe in it more than ever. If you have found yours, you are one of few lucky people in the world, it is not easy to find the one in more than 6 billion! If you are still looking, never give up! every second of your journey is worth it so much that you will not know it until you get there...never give up! it will be all worth it at the end...

Constant state of Euphoria!

Constant state of Euphoria!

That place

Most Southern West of Aus! The very point where the two famous oceans meet, Southern and Indian!... where my happiness was sealed! 

To my unborn daughter

Last night I saw you!
I saw you for maybe the second, or third time;
and you are not even born yet!

You know how beautiful you are!?!
You probably will not see this for many years from now,
I can tell you now, you are SO beautiful!
so amazing...beyond my powerless words to describe you...
you are my third miracle, maybe the biggest ever!
It reminds me of when I saw your dad,
maybe 3 years before I met him in this earthy world -
in another dream,
and he was the best thing that ever happened to me!

you were so delicate
you were speaking when you were few days old!
and you were funny
just like your dad
you were so strong
and you never ever told me you were cold or hungry or scared
cause you were strong like you have been there before, like nothing can break you
and I was in aww looking at you

how could you be that amazing?

You are loved!

You are loved and I know I will have a friend soon!
A friend like my mom!
A friend like you who I can be with like no one else!

you are so loved!

Listen to this repeat it with me and let me remind you for all the seconds I have in this world with you...

You are so Loved!

when you grow up,
and you feel the world is not always as lovely as your mom and dad's home,
think of this,
think of all the time I loved you even before you were born!

The Philippines so beautiful, so happy, so rich; but you, you are far more beautiful than the land you brought me to...
You are the lost land I have been searching for...

You made me the happiest girl in the universe today! With your unconditional love and ever lasting smile, you are the most special gift to me...The journey to you was worth every second...Love you always, for eternity! 

April 26th...

That day is here, I am calm, cool, and collected, I have got to all my dreams, all of them!

I had to be patient, but instead I got the best and best of all, more than I could ever imagine….

you are far better than I could ever hope for,
your love is pure, more pure than the white sands of WA
and it is deep, it goes beyond the words,
you are my dream, my love, my life, my hopes, my smile,
your thought makes me smile…

Yours,

REMEMBER!

Play it cool, have fun, and live your life!

For a while, for a longest while, you think there is something wrong with you, but then, in a tiny little moment - a normal moment of a normal day - you meet someone, who makes you feel that you are just fine, in fact you have always been fine!

Natalie Portman with Pablo Neruda's words.mov

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.

Her voide. Her bright body. Her inifinite eyes...

Here someone is hidden!

I thought I was out of the limbo
it felt good for a bit
now I know, I am still in the limbo....



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Rumy

“Amputees suffer pains, cramps, itches in the leg that is no longer there. That is how she felt without him, feeling his presence where he no longer was.”


Love in the Time of Cholera by Gabriel García Márquez

The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.
-MLK

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